About Benjamin Paul Epp

Hold on to what is good, even if it is a handful of earth. And hold on to what you believe, even if it is a tree which stands by itself. Hold on to what you must do, even if it is a long way from here. Hold on to life, even when it is easier to let go. Hold on to my hand, even when I have gone away from you. -Pueblo Verse

"PRECIOUS CHILD"

Words and Music by Karen Taylor-Good

In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child

In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still

In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart

In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child

In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still

In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart

God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then

In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart

How you loved Christmas you where always so giving your whole life you made Christmas what is it to me now.When you where just a little man you would just light up when we would be setting up the tree you eyes where so full of excitment and you could hardly wait for xmas morning.As you grew in to a young man when I would bake and get ready for the day you always helped me your brothers not so much but you where always beside me with you helping hands and you .

You where my love we shared so much as mother and son you truly where a gift from heaven.I am sorry Benji but I could not put up a tree this year again last year cause you where in the hospital and this year you are not here with me I do not know if I shall ever be in a feastive spirit again like I use to be but I have all the memories of xmas past that that shall comfort me.I know you would want me to be in the spirit of xmas but that feeling is no longer the same.

I shall have xmas with Justin , Nathan and Mel they do not want me to be aloneI am so greatful I have them Benji they miss you so much as well.So my frist xmas with out is going to be painful I know but I shall be with my grandsons they love me almost as much as you use to love me.

I posted a song for you would have laughed at me took me all afternoon to figure it out but I did your hands where guiding me I know, but you know you mom I learn slow and now you are not here to do it for me I could hear you saying way to go mom.I could hear you when I wanted to give up and your words where mom you can do anything if you put your mind to it well sweetie I did it for you.

I love you forever and beyond and you Mother I shall be till I am no longer apart of the human race than I shall fly with you my Angel

I am working on his site I would like to make this a place for all to come and share I have lots to do .I shall post many more things on here.Susan