hello son, mammys missing you so much, My heart broke into a thousand pieces when we found out you had died ,i will never forget that horrible feeling, or that terrible day in August 2006, when I had to give birth to your tiny lifeless body.You looked so beautiful, just like your big sister when she was born. You died due to a heart condition that is so rare, I dont know why it had to be you. I wish i could have stopped it darling mammy done her best i am just so sorry it wasnt enough. Your big sister hannah knows all about you even though she will never get to kiss you or chase you round the garden! thomas will never be able to play football with you and it breaks my heart. Ihope you are playing nicely with all the other angels in heaven, we will love you for ever mammy, daddy,hannah and thomas. My Little Boy Ben, For the little boy I'll never know, Born too soon before he could grow, There is nothing in this world I wouldn't give, If only my little boy could have somehow lived, But you were too precious for this world From earth to heaven your place was filled I felt so warm content inside My smile for you was hard to hide But now your gone I sit and cry Why did my little boy have to die One day I know we'll meet again My heart will then be freed from pain But until that day does arrive, In my heart you'll stay alive. Love mammy and daddy. I will miss you forever son.