Mom is missing you so much, steve please help her through this and make her the strong person she made you. The boys from vining are missing you and they are working on getting your road fixed, mom prays for your return every moment she can. I still ask the question WHY MY BROTHER? Because you had a purpose and Sondra is working hard to get that road fixed so noone else has to go through what you did. It is so hard for me to understand why god chooses the ones he has, I wish it was me and not you, Mom would suffer either way no matter what child of hers goes. Please comfort her she needs you bad now. Every time we look at Cole all we see is you. Logan and Mackenzie (especially your little girl) miss you so much. I know you don't hear what I put on paper but I also talk to you every night. I love you Steve and I can't stop saying how much I miss you!

As the new year begins i am still missing you more then ever. I understand your place in this world had to be cut short, who am I to question authority (as your laughing now) As you know mom, Wendy and I came to visit you Christmas Eve Although none of us wanted to leave, We all miss you badly. Sondra and the children bought us a beautiful christmas poem letting us know you were with us not just on the holiday's but always! Peace be with you Steven!

I miss you Steve and wish you were here! I pray that your christmas is peaceful! Merry Christmas big brother, it will never be the same with out you!